Well I'm a stupid fool in love. In love with someone who doesn’t love me back. I don’t know what else I can do in life to make her a part of my pathetic little life. I was never like how I am now, feeling down, pathetic, foolish and the worst, alone... I use to be happy, outgoing, and strong but I can't see myself be those things right now. I don't want to state the hows and whys of my current situation. I just want to share my feelings right here. You can say this is the only way I can get my message across to her. I've loved her for two years; I've known her and loved her for two whole years. I want to continue and explore life with her for as long as I can make us happy. I don't mean to be clingy nor do I want to be in denial of the fact that she does not acknowledge me, but I just want to show you that I'm in love and I’m ready right now to fight for her love. I cannot eat, sleep, smile, concentrate, work or enjoy life’s little joys... I can't even close my eyes and not see her, and how beautiful she is to me. I'm in the fight of my life for love, a love that seems nearly impossible to obtain, what I'm talking about is a chance of chance of a life time. These are the moments that will change my life. I am going beyond the call of duty, and reaching through the limits that I would not have found in myself if it wasn’t for her. I can live life without her and I can be the best without her, that all possible... But why do it all alone when I have found someone who can do it with??? To share, support, care and love. I have made a mistake... a mistake that will always haunt me. Not pronouncing my love for her. Let it be known now, forgetting the past, she is the one for me, and I will let everyone know it. This love is not going to die in the shadow, this love is something that will inspire all who have lost and feel lost that love is out there and will bring happiness to all that has lost love. I want my experience, my pain, my joy and my heart to be inspiration to those who feel like giving up, to keep fighting. No matter what the odds I encourage all to give that special someone your best, and give it with all your heart and soul. For that special someone is the fuel that burns in your heart, and if you are as passionate as I am, you know what I am talking about. Some will say I'm a fool that I am putting so much at stake for a girl who might never give me a chance. Well if you've ever been at the point in your life where you were not sure of things and you felt lost or life is passing you by and feel stuck on a rut like I was and you one day find a blessing that didn’t necessarily change your life but just made it a whole lot better. Then you would take the risk and put your heart on the line. I sound so crazy right now, because if you've known me long enough, you would not expect these words come to out of my mouth. But I can’t help it. I know the feeling of being loved, knowing that there is someone out there that loves me for me and that person enlightens my heart. I want her to feel this, and I want to feel it also. There was a time in our lives where we felt that great. I know I can get that back, I know that spark of her love for me will return and will one day brighten our lives. Our love will spark bright and serve as a beacon for those who are lost, hurt, alone, loveless... I will keep fighting until love decides a new path for her , until she decides that happiness can be found in someone else, until I have a chance to show her what I’m made of.

Please have hope and strength to fight for the ones you love and give them your all. Even if all hope is gone.